Mea Culpa is all about the acknowledgment of the Sorrow & the guilts of my Life! Come along with me as I walk into the Dark Side of Life…..I am sure I wont be alone! “Life is a Mosaic of Light & Shadow in which Past & Present Mingles to form a Indetermined Landscape”.

Saturday, September 3, 2005

Under the Moonlit Night!

Yes…..I dream of Sun, Under the Moonlit Night!

Sounds Strange, funny, & utterly confusing. Yea it may sometime can be if we move away from the reality & get complicated in the complex world & still expect, if, it would come my way (ehe..dont want to wake up)…complex it is & should be, millions of life trying to shape thing up & perciving them all from one’s point of view is a real complicated task. But I don’t want to do that, all I want is, make my life simple & not think of the world as a whole. But again I am forced to cuz we all are related, bonded in the complex chain of relatonship that no one supposively can break or escape.

So I laydown my complicated nucence as it may sound & gat back to reality. I need to be practical while tackling petite problems that make a whole lot of difference into any ones life & perticularly my. I want the norms to disappear so that I can walk down the lane without looking back or any regrets. I want the law to be framed in my way or the law be so as to protect me from every thing evil in the society. But hey that not practical…so what is that I want? Is it that, I am a dreamer who lives in reality but spend most of the time in dreams of things it would be like or I could do..If I only could. Yea that is it. It provides me a false reassurance, but provides enough confidence to put forth my next step & bring in all shorts of complixity to life.

C’est La Vie….Its the dream, the dream of somthing better, that may never come my way. Its the drug that I inject every day to face the complicated nucence or bitter reality of life!

The sun for me may never shine, but it does shines every night!

posted by Ashis at 12:37 am  

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  1. “C’est La Vie….Its the dream, the dream of somthing better, that may never come my way. Its the drug that I inject every day to face the complicated nucence or bitter reality of life!”

    Very beautiful–Your words struck me straight to my soul…
    Marie

    Comment by Marie — September 4, 2005 @ 5:05 am

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