Mea Culpa is all about the acknowledgment of the Sorrow & the guilts of my Life! Come along with me as I walk into the Dark Side of Life…..I am sure I wont be alone! “Life is a Mosaic of Light & Shadow in which Past & Present Mingles to form a Indetermined Landscape”.

Friday, September 2, 2005

School Me………..Not!

I woke up to a beautiful morning…………its Morning just as with how every day starts.
A fresh new day….but why do I feel do bad, what is that….a paranoia at back of my head.
aaah….Its was the dream, the dream bout a school that I left five years ago!
Why was that I had dreaming bout it & why is it calling me back again….
The desperate cry of tortured innocent soul, the constant stress of being something of what i was not & why is it that I had to tolerate… “Spar the stick, Spoil the Child” & yet say nothing cuz I really didn’t had the liberty….. why was that my teacher tortured me & to learn what they teach & teach is what the nuance they all did!

I can still remember of being caned for stating the color of gold being golden…I wonder what’s the shape of earth, if its not spherical? is it at all worth undergoing a whole day torture to know the shape of the thing I stand on?

Why Why Why…..Is that those bloody teacher dictated my life…… who even didn’t had a sense of what they are dealing with are human being with feeling & emotions. Why is that they be the one who made the rules & that,it really didn’t matter what we felt or said.
Why is that I was not given the liberty to express…..cuz was it that I was a minor? And minors have no say cuz they don’t have the brain…..& experience to & feeling of & a LIFE?

Yes……………….Its calling me!
Cuz I can feel the pain that parents & teachers failed to feel in them & may be because no one is really bothered bout what they had left in there past!

The nightmare is over for me(or is it)…….
But Teachers…….
Before you raise the stick again…take a look at those innocent eyes & ask to yourself,
Have U earned the right of what you are just trying to……….

Are you worth a teacher??………Are You?

posted by Ashis at 12:31 am  

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